Archive for November, 2009

Pardon Self…

Posted: November 27, 2009 in Uncategorized

Peace,

To those who have been waiting for new entries on the Avatar Math born love cipher god please forgive me. I assure you that the project is just as dear to my heart as it was when my third sparked the determined idea that preceded it’s genesis. I don’t intend to make excuses although I must make knowledge born from this angle. That math represents pure joy & recreational writing for me. It allows me to let my mind fly free while indulging in the epic story that i’m analyzing. This mind-to-grind blog is more serious and communicative in nature. It’s non-fiction self cipher it represents the fingers of the readers touching the wrist of my persona to take it’s pulse. I express real shit through this that’s charged with emotion bred of my life’s swirling currents of allah I rule. Anyone who reads this regularly knows that I’ve been goin’ through some storms lately which have kept me out the mode I like to be in for that creative writing cipher. Even still I have neglected that Avatar joint although that will soon change. I have big plans for it as we glide more deeply through the plot and there are plenty of atoms to split as I continue to draw it up. I implore you to keep ridin’ with me. The next post will probably go up tonight…avatarmath.blogspot.com…do the knowledge.

Peace.
SV Allah

Peace,

I will that everyone enjoyed the wisdom equality day whether you deal with “Turkey Day” like that or not. My family does, and always has, self cipher it was business as usual at my ole’ Earth’s rest. The biggest difference between this year and most others is that there were fewer people at the table. Besides she and I, there was just my uncle, his sister in law, & her daughter. With my brother & cousin noticeably absent, conventional wisdom would predict the dinner conversation to be rather uneventful and mundane. That is unless there’s a God at the table with family members who don’t know and are soon to find out ;oD.

As I’ve stated in previous posts, my ole’ Earth knows that I deal with math and since it’s been almost wisdom years since I got knowledge, it’s not a big deal to her. However, my uncle, who is a devout Christian, & his sister in law, who is a long time Buddist, had no such knowledge. Here’s how they found out. My ole’ Earth passed me her plate & asked me to put some more swine on it. Naturally, I had to give her the gas face and insist that she also pass her fork so I wouldn’t have to use mine to perform said unrighteous act. It was a light moment because she & I talk shit like that and joke around alot. Upon seeing my reaction my uncle asked me if I ate pork & I replied now cipher while casually adding that I also don’t eat red meat. He then asked how long ago I stopped & I told him about equality years. The next question was the kicker. He asked me why did I stop, and if it was some sort of religious stance. I politely stated that, although I stopped eating both years before I got knowledge of self, my culture does forbid the consumption of pork. So he says, “What culture?” And I told him I was a 5%er.

Needless to say he didn’t know what the hell that meant and neither did his sister in law b.u.t. at this point they were both curious as well as puzzled by what they had heard thus far. I proceeded to add on regarding our basic history, what we teach, and what we deal with. I gave enough to be informative yet not so much as to overwhelm. One of the aspects that generated mutual misunderstanding for them was how men could be gods and women could not. I offered the quickest possible response by stating that both God & Earth embody unique characteristics and responsibilities relative to the function of the universe. I could’ve hit them with a whole lot more b.u.t. I didn’t want to soapbox or create a heated debate in that setting. The bottom line is, I made knowledge born and now they know the science of who I am as well as who we are so I did my duty as a civilized person on what the devil calls a holiday :o).

Peace.
SV Allah

Word is…

Posted: November 26, 2009 in Uncategorized

Peace,

Word is born cipher now divine. When your word is given, you have made a divine pledge to carry out what you said that you would do. Relationships are bonds between wisdom or more people, the nature of which is determined by the level of equality. A relationship is “bound” to be tested over the course of it’s life. The tests come in the form of trials & tribulations, which will either fortify it or destroy it. Male/female relationships specifically, will involve many challenges and the ability to overcome them will depend upon the power of the two individuals. They must be able to put forth the necessary energy required to emerge victorious.

They say that experience is the greatest teacher. I bear witness to that because I draw that experience up to be wisdom, which is the way to understanding. Because we are all unique, it takes different types of experiences to teach people different things. We learn how not to take people or things for granted when they are taken away from us. The consequences of certain detrimental calculations, show us how to differentiate what is, from what is not right & exact. Anything in life that’s worth having is worth strivin’ for. Within that effort, every square inch of the cipher must be known in order for the best part to be taken and the poor part to be discarded. The light at the end of the tunnel is peace and hapiness…the question is how bad do you want it?

Peace.
SV Allah

Then What Happened…

Posted: November 21, 2009 in Uncategorized

Feelings can't supercede being right and exact...

Peace,

Build or destroy being the infinite cipher of change, which is inevitable, shows and proves that we must be swift and changeable in order to adapt to the currents of life. The transition process from one end of the spectrum to the other, within a given cipher can be trying to say the least. That understanding knowledge degree in the 1-36 can breed many things. Among them are apprehension, curiosity, and introspection. The latter, is manifested when we look inward and draw up what we see inside in order to call upon what we need for the journey ahead. Our alphabets say self or savior, yet our degrees say that we are responsible for others. To one without understanding, this may seem to be a contradiction b.u.t. it’s actually right and exact. The saving of self is a safety net in knowledge wisdom cipher to keep you from losing self in the quest to save another.

Love is hard because it involves feelings which can dilute, mix, and tamper with the math if one is not the all eye seeing, and is incapable of steering clear of said danger. The mathematical bottom line is that feelings may have to get hurt in the now allah master equal of being right and exact. Regardless to whom or what, this must be. If feelings and emotions dominated this world it would be even more fucked up than it already is. Emotion intoxicates the mind and can impair it’s ability to process clear thought if left unchecked. I’m not saying that emotion is all born allah divine, simply that it can lead one in the wrong direction. When you love someone, and you love yourself you have to deal in equality. By that I mean you have to do what’s best for the collective good of both parties as opposed to allowing the well being and hapiness of one, to supercede the other. Although this can be painful, pain in and of itself is a sensation that comes and goes. God can survive it’s reign.

Peace.
SV Allah

Peace,

I’ve been dealin’ with some very stressful mental math the past power days or so. After I went through the typical process of allowing it to sink in, facing it head on, and partially drinkin’ it away (a process that has yet to end lol) I did what any respectable God with knowledge wisdom cipher on cee allah power would do. I took it through the degrees. I found some serious gold in the understanding degree in the 1-14 that I never would normally draw up. The answer to the question states, “because the original man is the God, and owner of the Earth, and knows every square inch of it, and has chosen for himself the best part….he did not care about the poor part.” The jewel is that he knows every square inch, self cipher he did the full 360 degrees of knowledge before he chose the best part and discarded the poor part. The actual fact is, doing away with the poor part is not always something that happens quickly. Ideally, we’d prefer that it happen at the most terrific possible speed but, the most important thing is that it eventually does. We have to take everything from knowledge to born and within that cycle there’s destroy. Between love and right there’s hell so you can’t always circumvent the bullshit. How would you be able to differentiate between the best part and the poor part without having equally dealt with both? These degrees just won’t stop bein’ right & exact. I’m glad because I need em’ to be just that self cipher I can follow suit.

Sometimes I think about the long stretch of my life that I spent bein’ an 85er and trip on how different I am now. Again, I had to do the knowledge to that cipher so I could fully appreciate life as part of the 5%. Build or destroy is at it again. Born follows because sometimes a part of you must be destroyed in order to born a more sturdy and refined you. That’s that poor part detaching itself from your being. That mental recovery can’t come fast enough.

Peace.
SV Allah

Love: Mental Life & Mental Death

Posted: November 14, 2009 in Uncategorized

Peace,

Knowledge wisdom is love, hell, or right. Hell is always portrayed as a scary, fiery place self cipher love & hell definitely go together. Love scares the shit out of men and women alike. There are many who avoid it because of fear that was planted in them in past relationships. They mask the power allah I now of their historical mental deaths relative to love lost, with filthy affair after filthy affair as the years, months, and days go by. From a “physical” standpoint, & I use that term loosely, people prefer life over death because life is all they know. It shapes the full circumference of their perceptual cipher. They may have observed death to some degree, but they can’t say they’ve experienced it first hand. Life may be a born I truth cee her, but at least she’s familiar. Death is wisdom culture because it’s the ultimate unknown. There’s no way to show & prove what it’s like because the dead can’t return from the essence to tell us. Parallel to our fascination with “physical” life is a corresponding fasciantion with “mental” life. Everyone loves to be in an upbeat positive frame of mind yet they loathe mental anguish, and understandably so. Pain in the brain is a ruthless, raw sensation. The thing about it that makes it different from physical death is that it can be overcome showin’ and provin’ mind over matter.

I’ve recently drawn the conclusion, that love is a perpetual struggle between mental life and death, build or destroy, yin and yang. It is the most intense of interactive social undertakings and success at it is predicated upon giving all that you have and all within your power to preserve it amidst the rain, hail, snow, and earthquakes of it’s high explosive nature. If you listen to old love songs you can tell that those brothers and sisters were acquainted with “real” love. They sing of the everlasting impact that another person had on them. That impact is called being touched. When a person is touched in the heart by someone they love there is nothing like it. The feelings illicited are electric and can fuel some unique motivations. It’s something one must open themselves up to. Relationships come with the possibility of being hurt, but it’s a risk worth taking for someone special.

I speak from experience. I’ve had my share of joy and pain with love and i’m now dealing with a dose of the latter. My queen deals with a mental devil that can sometimes cause her to act other than her ownself. The backlash of such instances is deep born u truth it’s not her fault. My determined idea to walk every step of the way with her up the Mt. Everest that is recovery will not waver. My knowledge of my self has transcended individual existence and into awareness of my universal self, of which she is the wisdom component. I don’t regret having entered said cipher one bit because she’s worth it. I will make it…she will make it…and we will make it…

Peace.
SV Allah

I John & Social Service Workers

Posted: November 11, 2009 in Uncategorized

Peace,

The overwhelming majority of people in this world have a “me first” attitude. As long as they are cipher king & their needs are met, fuck everybody else. B.u.t. what if it was them in the position of need? I born equal truth their high and mighty asses would be beggin’ for someone to come and save them. The people who manifest I-John the most are teachers, social workers, single parents, and others cut from that mold of giver. These special individuals willfully accept the challenge of assisting those who can’t save self. The downtrodden and underprivelaged have these people to thank for their dedication to causes that most of us want no part of.

Humility is one of the most common characteristics among the helpers of the world. It’s that ability to feel the power allah I now of another, along with the drive to remedy it, that motivates them. Said drive is becoming more rare as ipods, laptops, and smart phones make us less interested in building and more interested in isolating ourselves on a personal island. Indeed we came to the wilderness by ourselves, b.u.t. throughout our lives someone has taken an interest in us and added on accordingly at various points. Our senses are dulled by the recession, past betrayal, and outright selfishness. The responsibility of the civilized person is for the uncivilized because doing the prescribed duty manifests equality and brings balance to an unbalanced society. Contrary to what the average God or Earth may tell you, hope is not a religious concept. The last two degrees in the 1-40 show and prove this. When Master Fard asked Elijah would he hope and pray to see the day when the Gods come and take the devils into hell in the very near future, his answer was why equal self. That hope is manifested in the culture cipher degree as motivation to give all that one has and all within their power. In so doing, hope is given to someone else when they realize that there are people, among their own, who will “come and get them.” Draw that up.

Peace.
SV Allah