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A Fluid Build on Appreciation…

Posted: September 20, 2011 in Uncategorized

Peace,

It’s funny how a thought can emerge from the past and spark a completely new exercise in consideration on the zag relative to the same idea. The idea in question first entered my third about build years ago. I was hangin’ out with a peace group of friends from out West and my nigga Robbie was the center of the conversation. One of the other guys was tellin’ a story about how Robbie finnessed this wisdom that he used to deal with by makin’ her say she appreciated him. On face value this may not come off as much of an awe-inspiring feat, but based on the fact that this was, in large part, the reason she gave him the power U, coupled with the intensity with which she proclaimed it, the plausibility of it’s merit expands in an open mind. The Queen was basically doin’ a less than convincing justice cipher born of playin’ hard to get and my man wasn’t havin’ it. She willfully admitted that she was feelin’ him, thought he was cool, and the whole nine. His keen awareness of all of the above interwoven with the momentum of heat infused magnetic attraction caused him to employ a subtle, yet extremely effective means by which to coerce her into the climactic admission that would ultimately lead to the born equality divine room. He calmly built with her about how her flattering words sounded good but didn’t exactly make rain, hail, snow, and earthquakes in his third. The cavalier current of air with which he spoke bordered on categorizing them as disingenuous and nothing more than a light and fluffy way to keep him in the “friend zone.” Like an international grand-master inhaling the scent of a looming checkmate he pressed forward with his determined idea. He told her he needed something more and was doubtful that she could provide it. His palpable doubt unnerved her and she yearned to show and prove that she sincerely bear witness to him as the piece with the magnetic. Her bluff was called when he proclaimed, “I mean all that is cool and everything, but I need you to appreciate me though.” She immediately pledged that she did and as she did so more intensely she was met with equally intense doubt until she could no longer resist the urge to make word bond. And thus, this is how my nigga Robbie got da’ draws…LOL!

ap·pre·ci·ate   [uh-pree-shee-eyt] Show IPA verb, -at·ed, -at·ing.
1.
to be grateful or thankful for: They appreciated his thoughtfulness.
verb (used with object)
2.
to value or regard highly; place a high estimate on: to appreciate good wine.
3.
to be fully conscious of; be aware of; detect: to appreciate the dangers of a situation.
4.
to raise in value.

Although the above account represents a “savage in the pursuit of happiness” scenario relative to appreciation, there’s definitely a jewel buried there. The fact of the matter is, among a short list of other things (ie. some peace and quiet, a well made sandwich, and to be left the fuck alone as needed) this is what men want…to be appreciated. Now before I take this further, I would be re miss if I didn’t acknowledge that this is a wisdom way street. If you don’t appreciate your woman then you can’t expect her to appreciate you. That being said, let me get deeper into my see on appreciation by first emphatically stating what it is not. It’s definitely not those bullshit ass obligatory thank you’s when a nigga just dropped a couple of hundred dollars to fix some shit you didn’t have the money to get fixed (and probably broke or was damaged due to your negligence) or to buy you some shit you couldn’t afford yet acted like you would die without. It’s also not a dose of smoke up the ass in the form of calculated flattery to give him an ego boost that he doesn’t really need (trust me ladies, real niggaz know they’re ill in their own right and can differentiate a sincere compliment from a fake one so do yourself a favor and save ya breath). Lastly, and this is a big one, it’s not an act of reciprocity just to keep the figurative “scorecard of nice deeds” between you even based on the fact that the last one was performed by him.

On the converse angle of the square here’s what it is. Let’s start with the definitions above which I highlighted in bold print. Notice that the second one says to value highly. If you think your man is a valuable commodity act like it. Keep in mind that if you truly see him through such eyes you aren’t the only woman that does self cipher if you slip to hard one of the “others” might make a move on him. We’re not as disengaged as we may appear to be when you talk to us. That being said, don’t lie to us and then act like you’re appalled when we call you on it as if your integrity is above reproach. That shit infuriates us and makes us not want to be bothered with you. Our intelligence should not be insulted because that’ll get you into serious trouble especially with the Gods.

The third definition speaks of awareness and detection. This is an area in which a lot of wisdoms are deficient. If you’ve been dealing with a man for a couple of years there are times when you should be able to read him. He will give you detectable cues suggesting exactly what he needs or wants and, as the intuitive being that you are, you should take heed and act accordingly. When you don’t, this suggests to him that you don’t listen to him or pay very much attention at all to him which translates to de-valuation whether intentional or unintentional. Between your eyes, ears, and third you have all the tools you need to navigate social equality with this man…use them! My wisdom is not intended to be callous or harsh as much as simply a manifestation of the truth on the square which leads me to my next point. Please stop being so hypersensitive. If you want us to to be honest and share our thoughts with you learn how to receive them in the context and spirit in which they are transmitted. The more a man feels like he has to beat around the bush with the way he says something the more likely it is that he will lie to you. We have no shame in doing so especially if it will keep you from crying, getting an attitude, or shorten an uncomfortable conversation and get you to shut the fuck up. Have you noticed how immaterial this build is yet? I haven’t stated one material thing that we want from you. Do you know why? Because we don’t need material things from you. Don’t get me wrong, an occasional gift is peace but a man with a job can buy himself whatever he needs and enough of what he wants to keep him content. This is especially true in those cases in which you are pinching pennies as it is, but come in the house with a bag of polo shirts from the mall talkin’ about “look what I bought you!” When money is tight fuck them shirts! We can’t eat em’ or turn em’ into gas for the cee allah rule! All I’m sayin’ is live your mathematics and pick your spots.

When Angie Stone released the video for “Brotha'” I wanted to give her a Rick James kiss in the mouth and wash her feet. That shit epitomized appreciation for the black man. I built with a lot of brothas about that joint and we all felt the same sense of gratitude toward her for the way she proclaimed her love for us to the world. Does Preme generally feel appreciated? Now cipher. Let me run it through the cipher and see what the data yields. Do they appreciate me at the justice? Fuck naw, I work with and for the colored man…nuff said. How bout’ the brotha’s that approach you askin’ for this math? They asses don’t study and ain’t none of em knowledged 120 so you tell me. What about your readership God? Yeah, hell if they didn’t then they wouldn’t read these builds (love ya’ll :o) How bout ya family? Sometimes…I know they love me and all but sometimes I don’t feel like they fully understand me and therefore don’t have the capacity to really appreciate me. What about the Queen Preme you must feel appreciated by her right? Honestly, it depends on the day. I guess deep down she does but I can’t always tell as is the case with a lot of other math with her. She been rockin’ wit’ me for a few years so…shit I don’t know…

At the end of the day this wasn’t just about me as much as it was about us, black men I mean. Our sisters don’t always have to be our biggest weakness. If they put their minds and hearts to it they can be our greatest source of strength. Trust me, we need it…

Peace.

Preme

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Peace,

Contrary to popular belief, the field of Mathematics is an all inclusive umbrella under which conventional quantitative branches, as well as more qualitative branches, such as Supreme Mathematics, fit rather nicely. There are those who embrace the cultural paradigm of the NGE who have a rather narrow view of said field which remains roped and bound by the seemingly functional simplicity of Supreme Math. However, by viewing said branch along with other elements of our build points of light, through the lense of high level mathematical concepts the parallels that abound are not only exciting, but also very telling. One such interesting manifestation involves the Mandelbrot Set.

The Mandelbrot Set is a geometric concept known as a fractal. A fractal is an object which exhibits self-similarity at various scales and although at a small scale there may be large scale similarity, the small scale portion of the object is not identical to the whole object. The actual set is comprised of a group of complex numbers which are iterated through the equation Z = Z2 + C. As the results of each iteration are graphed they create the image. For the purpose of this build only a rudimentary understanding of the set is required. However, in order to grasp the nuances of it more firmly one can view a more detailed breakdown here http://www.ddewey.net/mandelbrot/. In order to identify numbers that lie within the Mandelbrot Set, the aforementioned equation is calculated over and over again using different complex numbers. A complex number is one that is comprised of a real number and an imaginary number. The imaginary number is a real number followed by the variable i. This variable was invented because there is no real number which can be squared in order to arrive at a negative answer. The injection of this variable and the complex numbers it helps to bring about reverses polarity on said problem. So once a large group of resulting complex numbers has been discovered they can be plotted on a graph which combines a real number line and an additional line which represents the complex number plane. As the numbers we generated by iterating the equation are analyzed they are differentiated by a property called magnitude in order to determine whether or not they reside in the Mandelbrot Set. The numbers (represented by the value Z, as we keep plugging it into the equation over and over achieving new calculative results) will behave in one of two ways in terms of their magnitude. The magnitude will either remain at or below 2 or it will surpass 2 and continue increasing infinitely. The magnitude is calculated once it is graphed and the respective values on the x-axis (the horizontal real number axis) and the y-axis (the vertical complex/imaginary number axis) are established. We simply take the square of the number’s distance from each axis and find the square root of the result. If the magnitude remains at or below 2 then it’s part of the set. If it surpasses 2 and increases infinitely then it’s not part of the set. Once thousands of numbers which lie in the set are graphed and the plotted points are connected, some amazing images are created which fit our original description. That is to say that they exhibit self-similarity at various scales of magnified observation.

Complex plane

The Magnitude Equation/d=magnitude

So the obvious question at this point is what the hell does any of the above have to do with the science of I-God? The short answer is plenty. We’ll start off applying the simple supreme mathematical build up of the word Allah, which is the knowledge degree in the Supreme Alphabet. A-L-L-A-H=1+12+12+1+8 which equals/borns 34 or understanding culture. As we born our result all the way out we arrive at 7/God since 3+4=7/God. As such this equation is simply stated, “Allah born God.” So using this statement as our analytical platform let’s delve deeper to extract meaning. If we look at the understanding build degree in the 1-40 we see the statement “Allah is God, always has been, always will be.” Said statement is true indeed. The science of Allah’s self-creation yields the meaning we seek. Allah is eternal black mind and therefore has no beginning nor ending. Every imaginable quality necessary to manifest himself as God in innumerable possible original forms has always resided within him. That being said, the black man as God is simply a self-similar projection of Allah himself expressing unique qualities which are small scale manifestations of the figurative sum total of such possible qualities and combinations of qualities. Additionally, if we pull the concept of magnitude back into the build and apply it to Supreme Mathematics using knowledge (1) as the starting point instead of cipher (0) we can analyze people based on the values or qualities therein and differentiate the 5% from the 10% and 85%. Again, the 1-40 re-enters the fray. The idea we are showing and proving is that the 5% are the outliers who elevate infinitely and would therefore not be roped and bound in the figurative Mandelbrot Set. Within our supreme mathematical application of magnitude we will replace wisdom as the threshold with equality since it precedes God. That is to say if an individual can’t elevate beyond equality in order to become or deal in equality with the true and living God then he or she would fall into the Mandelbrot Set. The 85% can immediately be dumped into the set because as slaves of a mental death and power they lack knowledge of who the true and living God is and their origin in this world. They can’t even pass go (knowledge) so their placement within the set is obvious. The 10% would follow behind them because by teaching the poor lies to believe that the Almighty true and living God is a spook which cannot be seen with the physical eye they are spitting in the face of equality and therefore, cannot deal equally with God. However, the 5% being civilized people, automatically have knowledge, wisdom, understanding, culture, and refinement. Additionally, they counteract the teaching of the 10% with their knowledge of who the true and living God is and they teach that he is Allah, the supreme being, the black man from Asia. In so doing they deal in equality with all human families of the planet Earth and elevate infinitely. So in that sense they reach a magnitude which places them outside of the confines of belief and enter the realm in which the science of everything in life edifies the mind indefinitely.

This view of our culture can be expounded upon in a multiplicity of other ways but I will leave exploration of those possibilities up to you. Push the experimental envelope and draw it up for self.

Peace.

Preme

Peace,

I heard an exchange this morning on ESPN radio that sparked this build. Let me lay the groundwork and you’ll ultimately see how everything ties together. The topic of discussion involved the number one pick in this year’s NFL draft, Cam Newton. He’s a black quarterback who won the heisman trophy and a BCS Championship with the University of Auburn Tigers last year. He was drafted by the Carolina Panthers, whose owner is a white man by the name of Jerry Richardson. Allegedly, during a pre-draft discussion between the two, Richardson asked Newton if he had any tattoos, to which he answered no. He then asked him if he had any body piercings and again Newton replied no. Richardson’s next statement was a directive to “Keep it that way.” As usual the sports radio show host took what he felt was the politically correct position. He prefaced his initial statement of opinion by expressing his sensitivity to the fact that black people would tend to take offense to the idea of an old southern white man telling a young black man how he should or should not adorn his body. I’ll give him the obligatory recognition for that. Additionally I understood his angle, although I didn’t agree fully. His stance was basically this. Quarterback is the most revered position in American professional sports. He’s essentially the face of the franchise and is therefore held to a higher standard than the rest of the team. As such, he should always “look the part” in order to remain perpetually marketable to virtually any demographic, thereby maximizing his, and the team’s power to earn money based on the image he projects. Again his logic is sound if viewed through a purely capitalistic “image is everything lense.” He and I diverge in that I think  although Newton should always strive to put his best foot forward, it’s HIS foot. That being said some people will like him while others will loathe him whether there’s a loafer or a Jordan on said foot. This young man should be free to express himself and grow into his adulthood organically without having this 10% bloodsucker strivin’ to turn him into Alex P. Keaton.

Anyway, here’s where the radio show got interesting. The host, Colin Cowherd, began to take calls knowing that people were eager to weigh in on the topic. He took a call from a black man named Ignatius. The brother stated that he was an unemployed accountant looking for work and he mentioned that he has dreadlocks. He went on to say that he’s been told point blank in interviews that he wouldn’t be hired with his hair locked up. Cowherd’s comeback was that accounting is a very conservative profession so he could see how that might happen, which is a valid retort. Ignatius rebutted that Jewish men who wear Yamaka’s aren’t met with such rejection. He also stated that his wife and children all have locks just like he does because it’s a cultural expression. Cowherd replied that if dreads held the same religious significance that the Yamaka did then it would be more widely accepted. Further driving home this perception, he read an email from a white fan of the show who echoed the same sentiment. At this point we need to take a step back & draw this up so that the absurdity can take center stage. What a sad commentary on the cognitive state of America this is. Basically, a symbolic representation of a person’s systematic allegiance to a mystery God, who is not real, takes precedence over a symbolic representation of another person’s culture, which is the actual way that they choose to live their life. What a crock of shit! Culture being a way that a person lives is real because it can be observed. Regardless of the philosphy that guides it the outward manifestation of it will yield the truth about how it impacts people. Religion is different in that there are so many preconceived notions that follow it. Depending on the faith in question, people will automatically assume certain things about you based on the denomination you claim. Naturally this can be good or bad. The dangerous thing about religion is that it is a shield behind which all types of filthy affairs can be concealed based upon the reverence with which it’s treated. Also, due to the fact that it can impact culture there is a perceived overlap between the two which can be problematic. It’s not a forgone conclusion that the way a person lives will be based on their religion. As a matter of fact alot of people claim to be religious to garner social acceptance. They don’t actually practice the faith or even know very much about it aside from the fact that it has alot of members. The bottom line is that an individual living in what is supposedly the land of the free, should be able to live their life how they see fit. If they choose to have culture be the driving force vs religion then that’s their perogative and it should receive no less respect than what would be extended to a religious person. America needs to stop being so hypocritical and face the fact that it’s a melting pot in which every ingredient should be considered equal. I won’t hold my breath.

Peace.

Preme