Archive for January, 2012


I’ve recently been deeply immersed in meditation relative to the nature of the mind, how it functions, & how I can elevate my personal cognitive condition. One of the theories that I find intriguing within this psychological realm is Gestalt Psychology. The theory basically holds that the human mind & human behavior represent a whole which is a collective singular reality. It’s the source of the saying, “the whole is greater than the sum of its parts.” The founders of this school of thought include Max Wertheimer, Kurt Koffka, & Wolfgang Kohler. Wertheimer was pivotal in advancing the idea that rapid sequences of perceptual events create the illusion of motion. Rows of flashing lights are an example of this concept which is referred to as the “phi phenomenon.” As the theory began to take shape, a set of principles called the Gestalt Laws of Perceptual Organization became it’s backbone. They include:

The Law of Similarity: Items that are similar tend to be grouped together.

The Law of Pragnanz: Reality is organized or reduced to the simplest form possible.

The Law of Proximity: Objects that are similar tend to be grouped together.

The Law of Continuity: Lines are seen as following the smoothest path.

The Law of Closure: Objects that are grouped together are seen as a whole.

Upon examination, one will notice a common thread which permeates each of the aforementioned laws. That thread is their reference to the magnetic property of the mind. The reference is not direct but rather inferred. We perceptually manufacture order where, on face value, it would appear that there is, or can be, none. Think about it. We take singular objects and individuals and place them in groups based on similarity. This is typically done based on proximity. We mentally make rough images of lines smooth so that we can see continuity. Functionally, we are constantly reducing complexity to simplicity in an effort to make our reality easier to navigate. The bottom line is, we mentally strive to bring order to virtually all situations & arrangements. In my judgement, we do so because the magnetic property of the mind makes us predisposed to pull things together so to speak.

This is certainly not applicable across the board. Generally, the more civilized a person is the more “together” they will be…can you say one having knowledge, wisdom, understanding, culture, & refinement and is not a savage in the pursuit of happiness? Responsibility falls right in line with civilization and the establishment of order because a person who is truly responsible takes on the duty of helping others, whose lives are dis-orderly, clean themselves up. The Prescribed Law of Islam explicity states this. Mathematics again manifests itself from the qualitative angle of the square. It’s the universally accepted & applied science of keeping order. What it boils down to is our inherent desire for equality. Babies aren’t born with knowledge of lying, stealing, or how to master others. The fact that the devil was taught such trick-knowledge shows & proves that such behavior is learned. It’s, therefore, only logical that counteracting such savage ways actions is akin to teaching their antithetical counterparts such as civilization, righteousness, the knowledge of self, & the science of everything in life, love, peace, & happiness.

When we examine the way that our minds function concurrent with optimal maintenance, the true potential of their power makes itself known. Abilities such as telepathy, telekinesis, & other forms of ESP come into the picture. The reason we have such a hard time tapping into, developing, & controlling said abilities is because our minds are overloaded with undue stress & information that yields little to no practical value. The result is a Pelonic cognitive reality. Consider the things from which we extract the most joy. Studying, reading, & doing for others don’t top the leisure list for most people. However, gambling, strip clubs, & bar hopping do. Do I have my vices? Indeed, I do. Even still I can honestly say that I get the most joy out of sharing social equality with the people I love. Get togethers whether with family, friends, or both are my shit. Realationships with good people and the opportunity to advocate one common cause is right up there with peace & happiness as far as rewards for destroying the devil’s civilization. Never underestimate your ability to impact those within close proximity & make sure that impact is of a divine nature.

Preme 22 Allah



It’s recently occurred to me that an honest look at the state of our society emphatically proves the proclamation in the wisdom knowledge degree that unalike attracts and like repels. When it comes to what magnetizes the 85%, negativity is like nudity to a nympho, or free food to the obese. It’s something they eat, sleep, breathe, and thrive on. Compounding the situation, for those of us with an aversion to negativity, is the obsession that its perpetrators have with spreading it amongst folks who are genuinely striving to be positive. People who are easily lead in the wrong direction and hard to lead in the right direction are not content with being deaf, dumb, and blind by themselves. They want you swimming in said savage reality right along with them. True indeed, they find ignorance to be bliss but not nearly as blissful as it is when they have a cast of thousands to share it with. The 5, 10, & 85 percent classifications speak to a rather overwhelming fact of life for those of us identified in the knowledge equality degree. We’re drastically outnumbered! This quantitative disadvantage translates to an even more pronounced qualitative disadvantage relative to the prospect of carving out and maintaining a peaceful existence on a planet where approximately 95% of the inhabitants are predisposed to sabotage said undertaking. I made the statement in a prior post on nonsensical cliches that it’s conditionally counter-intuitive to “fight fire with fire” so to speak. I made that statement based on the fact that in order to nullify a given element one must attack it with it’s mutually exclusive counterpart in some instances. Although this idea has merit, it doesn’t speak to universal effectiveness across all potential situations. This begs the paradoxical question is there a universally effective means by which to neutralize negativity in the realm of social interaction?

I know…it’s a hell of a question to ponder. In a vacuum, I’m inclined to say now cipher. The reason being that the unknown cipher of life (240) is capable of generating far too wide a variety of layered social situations which are not cut and dry enough to resolve by way of one universally applicable approach. MLK was a proponent of non-violence and he made some serious headway manifesting from that divine angle of the square. But consider the cost…it was his life. Bullshit ain’t nothin’ and that’s a hell of a price to pay. Furthermore, as this country prepares to celebrate his born day, we have to honestly consider how far black people have to go, versus how far we’ve allegedly come. Let me emphatically state that I would never undervalue or throw stones at the magnanimous accomplishments of this brother. Simply put, he was a beast. Additionally, the degree to which his determined idea wasn’t fully realized is not completely due to fault of his own. I can’t knock the God for what he apparently didn’t know and couldn’t foresee. I don’t believe he honestly thought that by advocating assimilation into white society he was leading us into an enhanced state of reliance on them for food, clothing, and shelter, among other things. I don’t think it ever crossed his mind that as opposed to distilling back from whence it came, racism in America would simply morph into something that now pervades our society via a re-invented wheel which makes it more difficult to prove and expose. Be clear, for every righteous determined idea there’s an equally dastardly determined idea which is just as likely to make itself manifest on this plane of existence.

So where does the coordinated effort to combat negativity begin? It begins within self. Justice is the supreme alphabetical coordinate that corresponds to the knowledge cipher degree which states that only by bringing and presenting four devils heads can one receive a free transportation to the Holy City of Mecca. This is something we must continue to do daily and once we’ve taken our four, we have to double our effort by showing and proving, in accordance to the wisdom cipher degree’s declaration that the civilized person is held responsible for the uncivilized. Said declaration must be saddled with the following caveat…YOU CAN’T CIVILIZE A PERSON THAT REFUSES TO BE CIVILIZED!!!!!!!!! Any attempt to do so can be likened to searching for that which does not exist. Once you discover that a person cannot be reformed fuck em’! Keep that ass wisdom cipher miles outside of your circumference at all costs. Rest assured that your character will be assassinated as you’re accused of everything from actin’ funny, to thinkin’ you’re better than them. I for one could care less. I don’t take degrees on face value self cipher the idea of separation making devil must be understood in the proper context. There are just some people that you have to separate yourself from for the greater good. Very few relationships, if any, are holy so when the degree to which they are diluted, mixed, and tampered with reaches a level of toxicity which represents danger, either the complexion of the relationship has to change or it has to end. No one is exempt from this social law including friends and family. The fact is, they can sometimes be the most negative people of all. I’m rapidly approaching the physical degree of understanding equality. As such, I don’t have time to lose dealing with such individuals. I’m strivin’ to avoid them like the plague…





Allah God!

In my last post when I went through my 2011 recap, I mentioned that I lost my best friend on the wisdom power day of December. As that momentary reference didn’t scratch the surface of payin’ tribute to my brotha,’ I wanted to do so, or attempt to do so, within the vacuum that is this space. Naturally, there’s no way that I could possibly qualify approximately 25yrs of friendship in a couple of paragraphs. Even still, this is the science.

Adrian Goldwyn was manifested on this physical plane of existence understanding power years ago, somewhere between the wisdom cipher & wisdom understanding day of January…I always forget…as we got into our understanding ciphers we developed a rather cavalier attitude relative to born days. We went to the same grammar school but my earliest recollection of our friendship dates our history back to build build in the God grade. How we became cool I don’t exactly know. What I do know is that between build build & born cipher me, this nigga named Chris, who we used to call “Fatmack”, & A.G. ran together real thick. The primary science we dealt with was laughter. We laughed at any & everything…mostly each other. Every day after school once I found my little brother and Fatmack found his brother & sister, we would just hang out around the school buggin’ out. When we graduated from the build grade, A.G. went away to a high school in Wisconsin while I went to a school way out in the burbs. We kept in contact and would kick in the summers when he came home. His ole Earth owned the building they lived in along with the one next to it. During my sophomore year, in born wisdom, my family was between cribs and the apartment accross from them became vacant. We moved in & it was on!

The illest aspect of our friendship was that we went through so many stages of development together. We met as boys, transitioned to young men, & grew into men together. The summers of born understanding and born culture were crazy. We both had the crazy high-top fades and we learned to cut our own hair. He learned first & showed me the basics so once I got it down we were like fuck the barbershop. We used to cut our hair every Friday and put texturizers in…lol. That shit was the 90’s version of conk for real word is bond! We got pagers, schemed on wisdoms, started smokin’ weed and drinkin’ forties pretty much all at the same time. I know, typical 85 shit, but that’s what it was. We were just doin’ the type of bullshit young niggaz in C-Medina did. His ole’ Earth had a Chevy Celebrity & he would steal it when she went to sleep so we could sneak out. That nigga always had me doin’ some bullshit. His line was, “take a ride wit’ me dawg”…my reply would be “where we going dawg?” He would always just say, “don’t worry about it, just ride”…mind you he’d punctuate this with a devilish grin…lol.

In born culture we went away to college together at Southern Illinois University at Edwardsville. Allowing me & this nigga to go away to the same school was a decision that I’m sure at times our mothers found to be regrettable. To say that we kicked it is a gargantuan understatement! This was the point at which A.G. really came out of his shell & got comfortable in his own skin. We’re both aquarius’ and when we were younger he was shy, especially with wisdoms. Once we got to college that shit stopped at a terrific speed. When I say women loved this nigga I mean they fuckin’ worshiped the ground he walked on! He was a tall husky understandin’ seed with that wash n’ go hair that would get curly when he wet it. Put it this way, he smashed numerous wisdoms that wouldn’t even let me breathe on the mic and I have no qualms about admitting it…lol. I’m no slouch, but his stats put mine & most other niggaz to shame. To make matters worse he pledged Kappa so you do the math. After power years of wild parties, sex, weed, and campus alcoholism we both managed to graduate. I finished first and he finished a semester or two later.

I moved back to C-Medina after graduation to find a justice cipher born. He got on with AG Edwards in St. Loius which was about a 20 minute drive from our school.  While I was in the Chi grindin’ for mine this nigga was livin’ the quintessential “Marcus Graham” bachelor life. He had a fly crib, a decent ride, a decent job, no seeds, & the looks to make the world his oyster. He certainly did…

Unfortunately, in or around cipher culture his ole’ Earth was diagnosed with cancer. My man had to quit his justice, give up the bachelor pad, & move back home to take care of her and manage the buildings. He had lost one of his older brothers about equality months prior and within about a year or so he lost his mom. On top of that, his 18 year old niece, who was set to go to the University of Tennessee on a track scholarship, dropped dead of a heart attack a few months after his moms returned. This rash of family death fucked him up royally. He started smokin’ mad weed to the point where he had to have it every day. The grief turned him into a recluse for a few months and I couldn’t get him to leave the house. Eventually, he got tired of that shit after he got the cream from his ole Earth’s passing. At this point he got back to some semblance of his old self and kinda balled out. He bought a big screen true victory, a pool table, a Tahoe on 22’s…yeah the nigga was wildin.’ Most of that shit was just an attempt to mask his pain. We had another run of savagery between him, my cousin, & I we went through a fuck load of chicks, cognac, & weed. With him as the money man & us as the entertainers the hood bar scene didn’t have a chance…lol.

As more time passed the tomfoolery began to subside. My cousin moved back home to Toledo & started a family. I became focused on work, my relationship, & knowledgin’ 120. In a fine mist A.G. made some bad financial calculations and gradually began to go broke. Between cipher build & knowledge cipher he wound up selling off all of that material shit and fell sick with Cancer although he never told anyone about his illness…not even me. In December of knowledge cipher I finally had to move out of his building. There was no heat or water when I left & since I work every day even our friendship wasn’t enough to make me keep livin’ like that when I didn’t have to. I never saw him again after that. We built on the phone a few times but a distance developed between us. He distanced himself from everybody. Little did we know it was because he was dying and wanted to shield us from his imminent demise. People would always ask me what the science was with him and I would say he was cool or that I wasn’t sure because oftentimes…I wasn’t. On the wisdom God day of December, I got word at the justice that he had returned. I still can hardly believe that even though I’m far from deaf, dumb, and blind. It finally started to make sense. He kept everybody apart from his social equality because he was ready to die. The God was tired…actually exhausted, from fighting the grief over the loss of his mother, brother, & niece…from fighting to hold on to the building his mom had worked so hard to keep in his family & he’d struggled so long to maintain…& ultimately he was tired of fighting to live. My natural inclination would be to wonder why he wouldn’t reach out for help from the many people who loved him so much. However, my mathematical self knows the answer. I knew him like the back of my he allah now divine. He was stubborn, prideful, & secretive. He didn’t want people to make a fuss over him or to touch him with sorrowful eyes. He just wanted to let death come & take him away from all that assailed him. Who the fuck am I to question it without having walked a millimeter in his shoes? I understand, I respect it, and above all else I love him. Peace to the God. He didn’t know he was God Cipher Divine but I did O:-)



2011: The Year in Mathematics…

Posted: January 1, 2012 in Uncategorized

Wisdom Cipher Knowledge Knowledge was crazy!



As I exist firm on a square in the infancy of wisdom cipher knowledge wisdom, I can’t help but take a moment to draw up the science of the year that preceded it, in terms of what 240 took the God through.  2011 was certainly a hell of a ride and one that began with some intense trials and tribulations.  Anyone that is a regular reader of this born love cipher god is well aware of the fact that, for the most part, my Koran is an open book, the pages of which I willfully share with you for the express purpose of giving you an organic look at what it’s like to live mathematics via I-God culture.  Although I definitely preserve some measure of privacy relative to the specific details of my life’s rain, hail, snow, and earthquakes, I strive to reveal as much as possible in an effort to show and prove that I’m no different from any other original person navigating the wilderness of North America, aside from the fact that I do so with knowledge of self while filtering the experience through 120.  As today’s mathematics is knowledge I feel the need to make knowledge born relative to some of the highs and lows of the past 12 calendar months.


Let’s start with the lows since they represent the black germ of the why equal allah rule in question.  In March I had to physically stop someone very close to me from committing suicide.  Wisdom days later, a couple of young niggaz ran up on me and tried to rule cipher born me which resulted in me taking some fists and feet to the face and head and sustaining a broken wrist.  Needless to say that understanding month was a bitch, lol.  At this point I was dealing with some serious mental death.  Before I even had the chance to begin dealing with the psychological trauma of the first incident, the second one bashed me upside the head like a louisville slugger.  At least with the suicide thing I knew exactly what variables led to it, saw it coming, and was able to brace myself for it.  However, the robbery attempt was the typical swift kick in the now u true squares by 240.  Said unknown fucked my head up because it was a vivid reminder of how right and exact the knowledge culture degree in the meat really is.  The event caused me to ask myself what the fuck type of energy could I possibly have been projecting into the atmosphere which would draw such savagery my way.  The honest answer is it wasn’t that I was doing anything wrong, it was just a matter of crossing paths with a vicious unknown and suffering the corresponding consequences.  It’s times such as those when your mathematics is truly tested and you have to decide how to react to the situation.  I could have either wallowed in self pity, or I could live out my understanding knowledge degree in the 1-36 and scream “then what happened?”  I chose the latter.  Gradually, the trauma to my psyche began to subside, however, there would be more to come.



In the culture month I had to move in order to get a fresh start and gravitate away from the Pelan which was the neighborhood in which I had moved the prior December. The move was a good one from the standpoint of locale and the quality of the kingdom. My roommate is most peace and the kingdom is fly. Unfortunately, the relationship I was in had some serious weaknesses and ultimately, by the born month, it became apparent that the Queen and I wouldn’t be able to make it work. As all of the above is caused by the son of man, it was incumbent upon me to stop searching for that which did not exist in terms of the union continuing, and dissolve it accordingly. This was yet another devastating blow to my frame of master I now divine because I gave all I had and all within my power to see the day in which we had strived for but to no avail. The knowledge cipher month was somewhat of a blur during which I took some square I master equal to reconcile some of the emotional and psychological fallout. I also went back into my 1-36 and found some degrees which yielded insight. I realized that for much of the relationship that I had just left I had been acting other than my ownself and therefore needed to ask “what is his ownself” in order to rediscover the answer. I began an intrinsic search within and discovered, as did Yacub, that one piece of steel had magnetic in it and the other piece did not. Off went the light bulb in my third…you’re the piece with the magnetic dumb ass…show and prove! This thought became a determined idea that I studied with dogged focus until my subconscious had attached to it with such a firm grasp that I began to magnetically pull into formation the variables by which I could make manifest my desired reality. I sat down and authored wisdom documents. One was a power year plan for 2012-2017. The second one was a list of wisdom wisdom qualities that I was looking for in the next Queen that I would rock with. Among the more peace events of that month was my younger physical coming home from the injustice on the knowledge wisdom day. It’s my will that the God will finally make the necessary strides to clean himself up.

Fast forward to the knowledge knowledge month during which the reversal of polarity ensued. I had recently gone through some training relative to a different aspect of what we do at my justice cipher born when I got an unexpected instant message from a colored man that used to work with me in my current position. He had been one of the facilitators of the last phase of said training. In his message, he suggested that I apply for a position in his area. Although I didn’t think much of it, I did so just for the fuck of it. The interview went really well and I received some very positive feedback, although I was told that the position was put on hold since the firm was in the process of making fiscal decisions for the new year. I took that in stride and just enjoyed the process. I additionally marveled at the way that every variable involving my application for the position came together so magnetically. My manager was extremely supportive and I was supremely prepared. I was almost late for work that day, and I had to sprint on wet ground in dress shoes to catch my bus word is bond…LOL! Regardless, I caught it. A few days before Thanksgiving, my manager called me into an empty office and I’m thinking that we were gonna build about some minor details regarding the PTO days that I needed to take before the end of the year. She told me that she had just gotten off the phone with the internal recruiter and that I got the position. I was floored. That was just the beginning of the wild ride which would carry over into the knowledge wisdom month. The knowledge knowledge jewel is peace and it became thematic going into the closeout month of 2011. Check the mathematics of December…

As I stated in a recent post, I jumped back into the dating scene by way of the online cipher. On the understanding day of December, I went on a date with the wisdom who would soon become my current Queen. Since that day she’s blown me away with the love that she’s shown me and the fervor with which she has embraced the magnetic field within which we were thrust at a terrific speed. When the science between two people is right and exact the piece with will pull the piece without toward it with an immeasurable force. I’m truly in the Holy City of Mecca with her and I look forward to elevating with her for many years to come. Just to inject one more piercing unknown into my circumference 240 dealt me one final crushing blow. On the wisdom god day, I found out that my best friend of almost wisdom power years died of cancer. The God had been sick for almost wisdom years but he didn’t tell anyone. There’s not enough space on this page for me to manifest how tight we were. We graduated from grammar school together, we were college roommates, and for most of the time after I graduated from college we lived either next door to each other or in the same building. He had been dealing with some serious internal demons that he couldn’t quite shake since his ole’ Earth returned a few years ago, and once he found out that he was sick I think he just tapped out. I miss the shit outta my brotha’ but he’ll live on in my mind and heart. I’m in the process of working with some of our friends from college to put together a memorial celebration of his life, to be held the first week of February. He would’ve made understanding equality on the wisdom understanding day of this month.

I said all of that to say regardless of whom or what I’m still here after the roller coaster ride that was 2011. I’m still firmly rooted in my degrees and supreme mathematics. Allah is God always has been and always will be. Happy New Year!